And
his hatred, like his love, needing to manifest itself in action, he amused
himself with urging his evil imaginings further and further, because, thanks to
the perfidies with which he charged Odette, he detested her still more, and
would be able, if it turned out—as he tried to convince himself—that she was
indeed guilty of them, to take the opportunity of punishing her, emptying upon
her the overflowing vials of his wrath. In this way, he went so far as to
suppose that he was going to receive a letter from her, in which she would ask
him for money to take the house at Bayreuth, but with the warning that he was
not to come there himself, as she had promised Forcheville and the Verdurins to
invite them. Oh, how he would have loved it, had it been conceivable that she
would have that audacity. What joy he would have in refusing, in drawing up
that vindictive reply, the terms of which he amused himself by selecting and
declaiming aloud, as though he had actually received her letter.
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